Well here we are face to face a couple of silver spoons...sorry I was singing that in my head. If you don't know it then by god you should. IT is Monday afternoon and I admit I hadn't planned on writing in this today but I am wasting time. I just thought ya know what? WHAT? Well why not waste some time. I found out my wifes numbers are up from last week. So far her pregnancy is going as well as can be expected. I keep hoping and praying all will be well.
HEY HEY HEY! I only gots 10 more minutes. I can theoretically lock begin my lock up process at 25 after I mean it take upwards of five minutes to close three doors and turn off my computer.




Like a proud papa here is a pic of my dogs. They are best buddies

Ok so my plan to write this everyday didn't quite work out. Missing the weekend is one thing, I got too much to do. However during the week I was just lazy. I found out some stuff today that has me worried. My loving wife got some blood tests back today. Last week her count thing was at 8000. The Doc said it should double so that when she went back it was sposed to be about 16000. Well we found out today that it was only 10000. I am kind of disturbed. I am hoping that it is nothing too bad we will know from the doctor later today. I am praying that she will be all right. If anyone out there reads this your prayers would be greatly appreciated.

Wow another day another post. I find this to be somewhat theraputic. I wasn't sure how that was spelled I had to check it out on Word. If it makes a difference I was right. The weekend went well. My little brother came down with his girlfriend. She is a nice girl I hope that she is the one he picks. On the 27th we find out about some more info on the baby who I now call squibbey. I think it needed a name. I mean just calling it the baby, not as nice now it knows it is one of us!

Well it is F-day plus two(f-day meaning a variety of things like Found out, or are you F'n serious?). A lot has gone thorugh my noggin. I am still pretty scared but everytime I think I might be a dad soon, I get a really happy feeling through my body. I don't get that enough, I wonder if having a child will give me that more often. Then again ask when the little bastard wakes up at 3 am hungry and screaming with a dirty diaper. Then well shall see what we shall see!

I am gonna be a dad.....

Well yesterday I received one of the most amazing bits of information ever. I found out I am going to be a dad. The first thing that cam to mind was I don't know nothing about birthin no baby! The second was oh my god I am no longer a child. I now feel for the first time like an adult which is scary in of itself. I have never felt this way. Hopefully I can slowly adjust to this. I guess I have nine months.

Well another lay off has come and gone and the fire is up my own arse. No not hemorhoids either. The country continues itd sownward spiral too doom. Have you ever noticed it seems as if most countries have there shining moment? I hope ours hasn't passed however it wouldn't surprise me if it had. Tonight I am going to see Bowling for Columbine. I think that looks to be fascinating. I am not going to write too much as I don't want to write the urge away I want to write more often.

Yes it has been some time since I wrote into this damn infernal thing but stuff just kept coming up and seeming more important. I don't really know how to express my thoughts into words. Apparently there is a bad connections between the brain and the fingers. I should call NASA about that and see if they can do anything about it. I have been bothered by several things lately. The impending war that no one wants. How hard is it to figure out no one wants to go to battle with Iraq? How can the government continually abuse the authority that has been granted to them by this great country. I love this country and would die for it if necessary. I exercise my right to vote so therefore I have a platform to bitch about stuff. America love it or leave it...should be America love it, leave it or change it. Hopefully in the upcoming presidential election the great people of this great land will oust the totalitarian regime that stole the office. Hopefully a new government will be able to undo the rights of the common man that have been stripped away. Hoover would love this. We no longer have any rights to anything private. I have nothing to hide but I Wish I could have a choice if I didi have something. I would hope I would have the right to do that. Man I am hungry I should go get lunch or something. Maybe I won't be as grouchy.